the time didn't give me his chance

stop assuming that you know what i'm feeling
i was on my way home
starting new hope
and then broke
the time did not give me his chance
and now, i'm trying to reach the start again
boring
if i knew what i know, i'd walk back in time,
i would change every line
i wondered if every road was connected to every other road
i wondered if i touched it,
if maybe somewhere,
you would know

girls meeting and celebrating ruri's birthday

last Friday on 3rd december 2010 was so happy because i had "girls meeting" with my friends shifa, ruri, fina, tie, rizkya, via, bona and sherly
actually not only for girls meeting but also for celebrating ruri's birthday (1st December 2010) and we had some surprise for ruri !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RURI DESTIANTY (BELLEN)
we love youuuu !

picture taken on camera me, bona fitri apriliana and sherly donna

Coba Katakan

Coba coba katakan kepadaku bahwa kita sedang berjalan menuju satu alasan 

Janganlah kau katakan bila kita memang tak ada tujuan dari apa yang dijalankan

Aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan 

Terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa 

Aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti 

Lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..

Maliq n D'Essentials - Coba Katakan

Maroon 5 - Goodnight Goodnight

The story we know by martha collins

The way to begin is always the same. Hello,

Hello. Your hand, your name. So glad, just fine,
and Good bye at the end. That’s every story we know,

and why pretend? But lunch tomorrow? No?
Yes? An omelette, salad, chilled white wine?
The way to begin is simple, sane, Hello,

and then it’s Sunday, coffee, the Times, a slow
day by the fire, dinner at eight or nine
and Good bye. In the end, this is a story we know

so well we don’t turn the page, or look below
the picture, or follow the words to the next line:
The way to begin is always the same Hello.

But one night, through the latticed window, snow
begins to whiten the air, and the tall white pine.
Good bye is the end of every story we know

that night, and when we dose the curtains, oh,
we hold each other against that cold white sign
of the way we all begin and end. Hello,
Good bye is the only story. We know, we know.

analysis :
based on my opinion this poem has a stong feeling, this poetry is talking about the birth and the death, for more specific, how we live our life until we face the death. Begin with birth and then we grow up. Every people has their own way to live their life, how people concentrate on the worship of the self; lunch on the luxury restaurant, eat an expensive food and many more. By the time we are growing old we know that we are getting closer to the death, like the poem said “Of the way we all begin and end. Hello, Good-bye is the only story”

buddha said

picture taken by no name

hey boy, you have to read it !

picture taken by unknown

are you in love ?

if you know why you fall in love
you are not in love

luciano pavarotti

ini caraku

inilah caraku mencintaimu
dengan selalu mengingatmu di dalam doaku yang biasa biasa saja
tanpa pengeras suara

@agus_noor

rest in peace our beloved friend aldyan

When i heard that news, i just keep silence and asked my heart

“Is this real or just a dream ?”
And my heart said
“It is not a dream, It is real, It was really him, The fact that he was really already gone”

our day is used to filled by you
we'll never forget your kindness , your silliness
Our prayers are always with you
our best friend
our best teamwork partner

aldyan ruskha putra
january, 17th 1992 - september, 14th 2010

sea world (Y)

i just want to share my holiday 4 days ago . i had a quality time with my family . we went to SEA WORLD in Taman Impian Jaya Ancol. i really happy because since my kindergarten i had never visited this place again and i take some photos with my family :)

when i walked around, i saw dugong . it was one of the funniest animal i've ever seen
and i like it so muuuuuuuuucccch (Y)

i didn't take much photos , my battery low and it was my fault but actually my mother took much photos on her camera and she said, "next year we should come here again" and i answered, "YES MOM !"

happy ied mubarak 1421 H

HAPPY IED MUBARAK PEOPLE IN THE WORLD
forgive me for all my wrongdoings :D

september, 10th 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

yesterday was my birthday on september, 6th 2010

actually, i do afraid of being old, i don't know why but i have to face it !

I'm nineteenth years old already !

on my birthday, i really really really happy coz i got surprised from my best friends ( @wiinthaa , @sipuud @ruridestianty and nchi ) . firstly we had 'buka puasa bersama' , ruri nchi and i waiting for others to come and suddenly TARAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.... dwinta and shifa came and i saw them lighted my birthday cake I LOVE IT SO MUCH (thankyouuu my girls :*)

i made some wishes that only god and i had know it ;)

then, taking some pictures for remembering this beautiful moment

after that, they went to my home for 'curhat-ing' but nchi didn't join with us coz she had to come home for finished her assignment :(. finally we arrived at my home and we did some silly things on my webcam hahaha . such a tiring day but I'M HAPPY SO MUCH !

i wish you were mine

Dalam kenangan tentangmu,
ada sebaris kata yang selalu kurindu:
kalau saja kau milikku...

@candramalik

the day goes by

spending your whole day missing someone ?
trust me ! you are not in love !
you just need more things to do

*****

sajak kecil tentang cinta

mencintai angin harus menjadi siut

mencintai air harus menjadi ricik

mencintai gunung harus menjadi terjal

mencintai api harus menjati jilat

mencintai cakrawala harus menembas jarak

mencintaiMu(mu) harus menjadi aku

Sapardi Djoko Darmono

aku ingin

aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana

dengan kata yang tak sempat di ucapkan

kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya debu

aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana

dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan

awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada

Sapardi Djoko Darmono

hey, you single ?

Single, doesn't mean that you know nothing about love. Fact, being solo is wiser than being in a wrong relationship

-anonymous-

my recent playlist

akhir akhir ini lagi suka banget dengerin lagu dari band band indie
salah satunya :

THE TREES AND THE WILD

judul albumnya RASUK
(itu cover dari albumnya)

- Remedy Waloni (vocals, acoustic guitar)
- Andra B. Kurniawan (acoustic guitar, bass)
- Iga Massardi (electric guitar)

ini track list nya :
Verdure

Honeymoon On Ice
Irish Girl
Malino
Our Roots
Berlin
The Noble Savage
Derau dan Kesalahan
Fight the Future
Kata

lagu pertama yang gw denger dari band ini adalah BERLIN dan gw langsung jatuh cinta sama ini single hahahaha lebaaaaaaaaaay ! actually you must heard this song. it is such a good song for you listened to.

BERLIN

your single side won't be denied
your melodramatic instant sign
is beyond my reach
missing you is just too much
why don't you just figure it out
you're fading and i'm still waiting

those words that you wrote on the postcard
is as cold as the winter chill
seems to me it's not a priority
it's just another little sign
that you're fading and i'm still waiting

you'll fade away

for further information, see them on

myspace :

http://www.myspace.com/thetreesandthewild

twitter :

http://twitter.com/ttatw

facebook :

http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/The-Trees-The-Wild/30315777807

another idiotic in the middle of the night

do you still accept me even though i'm not perfect ?

i really need to refresh my life !

deeply in my heart
i just tired of this situation
seems like everyone blaming on me
seriously !

#rindu

i found it on my twitter, it was trending topic in there
semua orang jadi puitis haha

i just put it some, take a look guys !

#rindu adalah ketika aku tak pernah menang melawan bayanganmu di pikiranku

#rindu adalah tarian raga yang kulakukan tanpa irama. Tapi penuh wirasa

#rindu adalah satu dari banyak cerita yang tak sama, antara ekspektasi dengan realita.

#rindu itu ketika langit langit kamarku, menjadi kanvas wajahmu

#rindu itu saat semua pertanyaan, sapaan, hanya terlantun dalam benak. Terkunci pada semua sel otak. Dalam kesunyian. Dalam ketiadaan

#rindu adalah rasa yang tak sanggup dicairkan tinta dalam lembaran kertas

#rindu itu kamu disana aku di sini !