Dez - I Miss You [Beyonce Cover]

"I thought that things like this get better with time

But I still need you, why is that?

You're the only image in my mind

So I still see you... around"

vid: @youtube

melody

time will heal you

dear me,

stop pretending that you're okay
it's okay not to be okay

sincerely,

your heart

#iwtfy

friend?

ruang

Aku belajar kepada jeda.

Bahwa ia memberikan ruang untukku.

Membedakan antara cinta dan rasa terbiasa.

***

us

Now, everything has changed

Now, you can hate me because I let you go

Now, you have another girl that you will take care of

Now, you just somebody that I used to know

Now, you can do whatever you want to do

Now, you will forget about me, slowly but sure!

Now, you can go wherever you want to go

Now, you can be whatever you want
Now, you don't have to ask me about my condition
Now, you don't have to understand about me
Now, you just only in my dream

now, i realize that i can't be with you. like forever.

stay

Not really sure how to feel about it

something in the way you move

makes me feel like i can't live without you

it takes me all the way

i want you to

STAY

Rihanna ft, Mikky ekko - stay 

vid: @youtube

diamond

Humans tend to complicate things because it feels easier when there is something or someone to blame on.

and the thing that you can see is only the mask

JUST DON'T!!!

 p.s. being different is not a bad thing you know

you just only have to get used to it

trust me

I HATE YOU !!!

stranger

now you just somebody that i used to know....

the human being

"kita diciptakan dengan kemampuan menghancurkan hati sendiri dengan menggunakan hal-hal yang tidak kita miliki"

@hurufkecil

as beautiful as June

JUNI..................................

HUJAN BULAN JUNI

tak ada yang lebih tabah

dari hujan bulan Juni

dirahasiakannya rintik rindunya

kepada pohon berbunga itu

tak ada yang lebih bijak

dari hujan bulan Juni

dihapusnya jejak-jejak kakinya

yang ragu-ragu di jalan itu

tak ada yang lebih arif

dari hujan bulan Juni

dibiarkannya yang tak terucapkan

diserap akar pohon bunga itu

Sapardi djoko damono

Lalalove

hey you..

Somewhere between all our laughs, our stupid little fights, our chats and our jokes

I fell in love..

hello my dearest daddy

the falsely accused

it's happening again..

being falsely accused by someone who don't know bout you at all

what would you do then?

mereka yang memang belum kenal gue atau memang waktu yang salah dan ngga tepat

gak adil sih kalo terus menyalahi waktu yaa tapi mau gimana lagi memang sifat manusia  yang selalu mencari kambing hitam untuk menutupi segala kesalahannya termasuk dengan

'selalu menyalahi waktu'.

atau hanya buat menghibur diri sendiri saja dan berusaha untuk selalu berfikir positif terhadap orang orang yang jelas jelas hanya melihat sisi buruk dari hidup anda

terima kasih karena sudah berfikiran negatif terhadap saya,

menyimpulkan sesuatu tanpa meminta kejelasan dari orang yang bersangkutan hanya membuat diri anda menjadi terlihat sorry to say.. bodoh.

gak selamanya yang anda lihat itu bener kok, anda harus mendengar.. mendengar!!! 

dear lovely me.

It's like you have to be strong for everyone else but they forget to ask if you are okay..

AGAIN????????

the fact

or simply, maybe we're not meant to be together, yes?

things to do

it's April already....

actually, there is lots of things to do in this April

1. a peer teaching

2. scientific writing presentation

4. literary criticism's paper for midtest

3. mid test

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa stressss! I just tired with all of these stuffs..

P.s.: a peer teaching will do in five hours later, wish me luck ;)

the stop-talking-each-other-phase?

so, are we now in the stop-talking-to-each-other-phase?

and the most pathetic of it is I am stuck between missing you and hating you,

I'm just too tired to fight, yet too scared to run.

dear?

why better is better?

Today still the same like yesterday, just flat, there is no greetings from you. probably because our last fight... yaa that was the worst war that we've ever faced. and I think God has planned this situation to make me more focus to my thesis, thank God *alibi* hahahaha

this morning, I just remembered that I have a lot of assignments that I haven't 'touched' yet. I don't know why I'm so lazy recently, how do we create the mood to finish all the assignments when the mood isn't there but the deadline is? still can not find the exact answer to that question and maybe only God knows.

my first assignments is about the topic for my thesis. Finally I found my topic for my thesis and it's related to literature. actually I ain't really sure about my topic because as a student who take teaching streams, I should take the topic that related to teaching streams but my brain didn't cooperate, I just can find the topic that related to literature. I should find articles or thesis that related to my topics and it will takes a long time but I have to collect it by this tuesday which means TOMORROW *sigh*

the second assignment is literary criticism, the assignment is about structuralism. well.. I really enjoy studying this subject because the way the lecture explain materials is very clear and make us easy to understand it and by understanding this subject we can analyze a literary works scientifically so that I feel like "mahasiswa satra yang sesungguhnya" hahahhaa

hmm .. I think, I'm gonna continue doing my assignment.

I will do my best

if best is possible

why better is better?

talk tou you later... xoxo

dwi

What am I gonna do then?

how would you feel when you were the reason for someone cried every night?

you probably can not answer this question dear..

I've tried with all my efforts to make this relationship doing good

then, what I've got? nothing..

maybe you are the crazy-selfish-heartless person that I have ever met in the world

it's kinda weird. You seems don't care anymore but you always ask me that question all over again

you are too naive

don't ya think?

keep blaming me, is that how you solve this? grow up dear..

and now, how about us?

what am I gonna do then?

dear...