yeah.. I believe in that "click"

"Sometimes, when you meet someone, there's a click. I don't believe in love at first sight, but I believe in that click."

Ann Aguirre

hello my dearest daddy

the falsely accused

it's happening again..

being falsely accused by someone who don't know bout you at all

what would you do then?

mereka yang memang belum kenal gue atau memang waktu yang salah dan ngga tepat

gak adil sih kalo terus menyalahi waktu yaa tapi mau gimana lagi memang sifat manusia  yang selalu mencari kambing hitam untuk menutupi segala kesalahannya termasuk dengan

'selalu menyalahi waktu'.

atau hanya buat menghibur diri sendiri saja dan berusaha untuk selalu berfikir positif terhadap orang orang yang jelas jelas hanya melihat sisi buruk dari hidup anda

terima kasih karena sudah berfikiran negatif terhadap saya,

menyimpulkan sesuatu tanpa meminta kejelasan dari orang yang bersangkutan hanya membuat diri anda menjadi terlihat sorry to say.. bodoh.

gak selamanya yang anda lihat itu bener kok, anda harus mendengar.. mendengar!!! 

dear lovely me.

It's like you have to be strong for everyone else but they forget to ask if you are okay..

AGAIN????????

the fact

or simply, maybe we're not meant to be together, yes?

things to do

it's April already....

actually, there is lots of things to do in this April

1. a peer teaching

2. scientific writing presentation

4. literary criticism's paper for midtest

3. mid test

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa stressss! I just tired with all of these stuffs..

P.s.: a peer teaching will do in five hours later, wish me luck ;)

the stop-talking-each-other-phase?

so, are we now in the stop-talking-to-each-other-phase?

and the most pathetic of it is I am stuck between missing you and hating you,

I'm just too tired to fight, yet too scared to run.

dear?

why better is better?

Today still the same like yesterday, just flat, there is no greetings from you. probably because our last fight... yaa that was the worst war that we've ever faced. and I think God has planned this situation to make me more focus to my thesis, thank God *alibi* hahahaha

this morning, I just remembered that I have a lot of assignments that I haven't 'touched' yet. I don't know why I'm so lazy recently, how do we create the mood to finish all the assignments when the mood isn't there but the deadline is? still can not find the exact answer to that question and maybe only God knows.

my first assignments is about the topic for my thesis. Finally I found my topic for my thesis and it's related to literature. actually I ain't really sure about my topic because as a student who take teaching streams, I should take the topic that related to teaching streams but my brain didn't cooperate, I just can find the topic that related to literature. I should find articles or thesis that related to my topics and it will takes a long time but I have to collect it by this tuesday which means TOMORROW *sigh*

the second assignment is literary criticism, the assignment is about structuralism. well.. I really enjoy studying this subject because the way the lecture explain materials is very clear and make us easy to understand it and by understanding this subject we can analyze a literary works scientifically so that I feel like "mahasiswa satra yang sesungguhnya" hahahhaa

hmm .. I think, I'm gonna continue doing my assignment.

I will do my best

if best is possible

why better is better?

talk tou you later... xoxo

dwi